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Every night when i reached home, i will go and bathe and while bathing i will tell myself, I HAVE GOT TO STUDY LATER!!!!
And each time, after i bathe i sit in front of my lappy and start surfing the net.
God knows what interest me online, and trust me i was never addicted to facebook.
And i do not have blogging bugs on me all the time.
In the end? I go blogshopping, bloghopping!
FML seriously!! Why am i so not disciplined?
And right now i am feeling so fucking stress and irritated with myself.
The thought of me going for NUS openinghouse make me feel like laughing at myself sometimes.
The course i want to get into, need AAA/B in NTU! AAA/C in NUS and ABB/C in SMU!!!
And obviously i will aim for NTU i guess?
I cleared the B part but 3As in 8-9 months time!?!?!
Maybe accounting i can make it, but the rest?
Then the ever sickening KNNBCCBFCUK GP!!! ARGH!
The thought of it disgusts me so much. Hate GP!! WHY THE HEL MUST WE DO GP!?
:( I am feeling so pissed now:( With myself for procrastinating.
I really need to get things done. And i have to start tomorrow.
No more shopping for the next few months till June Holiday!
I have to focus! Stay FOCUS!!!

Alright, i am done with my venting.
I will blog soon:D
But not gonna blog some crap random post like this one, or like some others:D

P.S.True friends stay together and words are cheap.

My teeth is feeling so uncomfortable now because i haven't been wearing my retainer for a week.
And my teeth sort of shifted abit-.-
I always forget to wear them before i go to bed,
because most of the time i will be so tired that i will rush and just nua in my bed.
Guess i really have to remind myself hard to wear my retainer,
if i want a set of neat and straight teeth.

I was having a stressful and hard time before getting my H1 result today.
My stomach hurt like argh, because i was so damn scared.
Bay had to help me carry my bag and wait outside the toilet while i try to do my business-.-
After which in class while waiting for Miss Mada to come, i wanted to vomit so much-.-
Was really feeling so sick.
And when it was finally my turn,
Miss Mada peep at my paper and gave me a sad face while shaking her head.
I thought i was done for, so i asked her, did I not do well?
She told me this, you may find something happy on there. Good Job!

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD MY RESULT SLIP!!!:DDDDD
I was so damn happy i almost squat on the floor laughing. Haha!
Well, i didn't get an A for chinese.
But it doesn't affect me much.
Then Bay text me and tell me he got an A too. Happy happy!
Thank God for the blessing He has given me<3

Off to bed now, with my RETAINER ON!!!!

HAPPY 1YR 9MONTHS BABYBE LOVE:DD
I know today is not the 30th. 30thwill never exist in the month of February. Haha!
But bay actually remebered:D Happy!

Just a short post, because i am really freaking bored.
March is gonna be here in another 1 hour plus time-.-
This 2 months pass so fast.
Did some online research and i think the Alevel result will be released on Friday, the most common day every day.
And usually the first week.
I am feeling so....)%^&&@#@
Been wanting to get it back, but now i am really worried I will get anything below B:(
I never have any major exam luck all my life-.-
I didn't do well for my PSLE, and i only got an aggregate of 222. And my dad ignored me for the whole month.
I didn't do well for my O level. And i was so scared of facing my parents.
But that's because i didn't study.
I watched dramas towards my Olevel=.= I know! Major WTF right?
Everyone was busy preparing for their national exam and I was slacking.
But this time I really made effort into my studies, and i really don't want to disappoint myself and the others with a disgraceful result.
Oh! And i want to treat Mr Koh together with Baby for doing well.
And i promise I am not gonna treat him to some cheap food if i do well!HAHA.
So please nothing less than a B. Please please!
Don't want to be brand as a failure anymore.
And this time i want to cry in joy not remorse.
Oh by the way, although i am studying hard, I STILL HATE STUDYING_/_

Anyway, this weekend i really spend a bomb:(
I spent so much on food and recreation.
I wish i can vomit most of my food out now and ask for a refund.
As for recreation, i think it's worthwhile.
I pay a price for wonderful awesome memories.
Bought 3 belts for myself and ordered 1 portable battery and 2 iPhone casing.
GOSH! Help me!
My resolution for this week.
1) NOT TO EAT FASTFOOD AT ALL.
2) Go home for dinner!!!!!! No dinner outside.
3) Spend my money on needs not wants!!
4) Get a March Holiday job by this week.
I have 2 in hands. But I want the one with Xiao Bai, because i will have company and can bully him by calling him xiao bailian and saying his teeth yellow yellow because he smokes. Obviously, he doesn't smoke. Oh ya, i want to get Jacintha to work with me too. Then we can earn money, <s>go shopping (Haven't given up the thought of wasting money:(</s> and have 4 days of catching up session. HAHA!
That's about all. Hope i stick to this!
So estimated by April my moolah should be coming in again:D HEH HEH!!

Till then<3

YES! Finish common test.
All are fine i hope? Hopefully this time i can pass my GP too:D
Hope i meet all my target this time round.
Right after yesterday's accounting paper, they gave us the answer key.
Freaking fast right?
Got most of my stuff correct. I even apportion everything correct for the first time:D

Anyway, Bay and me went  to Jurong East swimming complex after the accounting paper:D HOHO!
Took a bus from the interchange, and it doesn't stop outside the pool la.
Thought it will, and we ended up making a big detour round Jurong West neighbourhood before the bus went back to Chinese Garden.
Damn pekcek, wasted our time.
And worse still, we had to walk under the hot sun to get to the pool.
But well, the suspense of what they have in the swimming complex kept me positive, and i had bay with me anyway.

Reach there and we went to rent the big float which is only like 2bucks!?
Thought it will cost more like perhaps 5?
After which, we went walking barefooted to collect the big float.
The floor was damn hot mind you!? I am surprise i didn't get any blister underneath my foot.
Went to lazy river first. Lay on the big floats and let the water bring us two rounds.
The float i had at first was freaking slow. Bay ask my use my hand paddle.
But my hands were so short and he say i look like a little baby paddling. HAHA!
No wonder i never do well in sit and reach.
Went to the kiddy pool to let the water run on us.
It feels like heaven, to be in your swimsuit, letting cold water run all over in such humid, hot weather.
Then the wave started.
Brought our floats to the wave pool and let the waves bring us up and down.
Thanks Bay for taking good care of me, when i cant swim.
Well back in SJC, it was compulsory for all of the Sec1 students to attend swimming class.
But after 10 lessons, i still can't swim well. So it's equals to can't swim!
After that we went to the lazy river again, go one round before going to the jacuzzi pool.
Spent quite awhile there. Like so shiok, good for relaxation after common test.
Then the wave came again, and we went to wash up after that.
Ate at KFC after that.
Trained to mall, walked around and home:DD

Woke up early today to meet baby at Science Centre after his paper.
Haven't been to Science Centre since 92848028 years?
And the big dinosaur, tyrannosaurus is still standing at the entrance after so many years.
This little boy saw the big dinosaur and got so scared. Haha damn funny.
Paid $5.40 for entrance fee because sis lend us her passion card.
I had a passion card too. But it's gone because my wallet got stolen/ kept by someone.
Hope you will get starve to death because you have no money to buy food.
Anyway, the admission fee is cheap right?
And the best thing is, there are so many things for you to play with, learn from, explore into so $6 is definitely worthwhile.
They have exhibition which is to be explored with your 5 sense organs.
All of them are so nice to play with.
Oh they have the visual barber there too.
But didn't sit in to listen, because Brenda let me listen before already.
I like the echo tunnel too. There this freakin long hollow tunnel for you to speak into and you can hear the echo.
Went off at 1 because baby has got to go for mosque, didn't finish exploring:(((
*Sigh* But i guess there's still other time when we can always go there again.
Perhaps, with our kids next time. HAHAHA!
Pictures we took today:D:D
Sorry for the bad quality.







3sticks to make a cube!








I am taller than baybe!!:D:D








1-Day old chick!!




Fish skeleton!

This counter is like freaking cool.
The world's one keep increasing by two every few seconds.
But the Singapore one, Ididn't see it increasing at all.


Baybe damn cute sia:D


I seriously hate the photos quality!! ARGH!

Gonna work this coming March Holiday with Xiao Bai and Jacintha daughter i think:D
Earn some moolah and keep them in the bank.
At least i can use them when i am short of cash.
Gosh! I just love money coming in!! MONEY MONEY MONEY $_$ $_$ $_$
And i wont have to rot at home because baybe will be training for Adiv.

All right shall end this post now:D
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Went swimming with baybe boy on Friday late afternoon:D:D
The weather was too hot, so i get him to go swimming with me.
First time going swimming with him.
Went to the relatively new pool at Sengkang.
Baybe wanted to teach me how to swim, but oh well, haha never mind!
Went to the kid pool.
They have this freaking big bucket that will be filled occasionally and it will come pouring down on people.
Kids' slide which we cannot slide down.
But there alot of the adult slide.

Went to the shortest slide to the longest slide.
It was really scary. HAHA!
The slides were like almost vertical downwards.
Damn scary when you slide it down.
But shiok la, when you hit the pool of water!
Play for around an hour plus and then went to Compass for dinner.
Wanted to study, but the two of us were already damn tired.
So home after eating.
Gonna go to Jurong swimming pool after the last paper of Common test:D
Looking forward!!

Pictures.

Ok off to study now:D

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Finally! Finally i am here to blog this space.
I know i haven't been blogging, because I am really caught up with many stuff.
Monday's homework was really like mountain high!
So many MOB questions to complete-.-
Although we are only suppose to do in point form, but wow so many.
And the thing is we had to completed it by the next day.
To make things worse, our lessons ended at 525.
Last period was PE lesson-5 batteries test-.-
Stupid weather was really bad. I am so glad we didn't have to do 2.4 that day.
I think i did alright for my NAFA, just that it's not as good as last time.
As for my 2.4, i think i did well.
Especially, when i haven't been training.
13:18min:DDD
So I went home telling myself I will try my best to finish it.
Went home wrote answers in point form and i swear it was really point form to the pointest (No such word BTW!) already. 
In the end i KO, and never get to finish my accounting.
So i dragged on, with Accounting on Tuesday night and some other homework. GP if i have not forgotten.
I didn't have a good week, seriously. Don't want to mention it anymore.
It sucks. I wish thing will change for better. Really.
I want to work hard for what kind of life i want, and i hope baybe assist me too. (Hope baby understands)
I love you baybe.

Initially, I didn't want to blog because i am really tired and i want to finish my homework before CNY.
But i decided to, to blog something for my favourite hamham.
Hamham pass away yesterday:(
Those who followed me on twitter, read my blog will know i really like hamham the most among all the hamsters baybe has.
I didn't felt much my baybe told me hamham is gone.
I know hamham is old and he will leave very soon.
Then it strikes me that hamham is now gone, and i will never get to hold him again.
I actually teared. Hmmm i don't know why either.
Maybe i just have this bond and affinity with hamham.
Hamham is really an awesome hamster. He will never bite me or shit on me when i hold him.

I remember the first time when i saw him. It was a year plus back. (Time flies)
Hamham arrived at baby's doorstep and almost got squash by the sliding door.
Baybe didn't know where hamham came from then. So his family decided to take care of him.
The first time when we played with hamham together,
Me and baybe open up his cage and he started running around the kitchen.
We had a hard time luring him back to the cage.
From dropping food in a row to screaming while grabbing him up.
We were scared of holding him back then.
But slowly, i learnt to pick and hold hamham.
And i will always feed him when i go to baby's place.
Not forgetting we will put him in a ball for him to run around.
Hamham was really active then.
Last year, around the second half of the year, hamham's appetite grew poorer.
He no longer eat excitedly or look enthusiastically when i open his cage to feed him.
Once, hamham even have blood stain on his ass:( Poor hamham. It must have hurt.
We then know hamham is ageing and will leave soon.
It shows online the sign of hamster ageing. One of them is the hamster eyes will pop out.
And finally hamham died yesterday. Not moving, not breathing no matter how baybe shake his cage:((((
I didn't even get to play or hold him for the last time:(( I miss hamham so much.
Ok, i know it's weird to give so much emotion to a hamster.
But he's really the first animal that i actually like.
I hate pets btw, and i really hate animals.
I hate the other hamster, baybe has.
1 of them is Sophie, because she always bite people.
Another one is thinthin or fatfat, who once shit on my palm.
But it's a different feeling for hamham.
*Sigh* I hope hamham didn't die in pain but peacefully.
Rest in peace hamham, Me love you alot. My favourite hamster.

Got to go. Gonna rest now.

Weekend is coming an end again:(
And i will be looking forward to the next one from Monday onwards.
Think i have slacken a bit this week.
I did only one essay:( Never i shall pay back this coming week.

Other than, Me and Pongie signed up for CIP.
Decided to do CIP to save my SGC rather than to go for CCA.
Firstly, i think CCA is a waste of my time.
Secondly, my interest in training is not there. Sorry if anyone feel offended.
I totally have no drive to go. Each time i bring my shoebag to school, i back out the very last minute. *SIGH*
Thirdly, I feel I can do alot of work in the school library while baby is training.
So, i skipped training continuous 3 weeks, ever since school start.
And i suppose, even if now i am kicked out of bball, there's nothing much for me to lose.
There's nothing, other than participaion to begin with, so there's nothing to lose out too.
Well, perhaps I will find the drive again.

Went for my hair treatment after school.
My hair keep tangling when i tie it up.
So i was worried it might be too dry.
I fell asleep while doing the treatment.
But woke up after awhile because i was sweating. The steamer was quite warm.
There photo.

Anyway, yesterday went to celebrate Farah's Birthday at Pongie's place.
Only a few of us were there:( Me, Farah, Adilia, Pongie, Sexy Chest and Ainie.
Jennifer, Limei, May and Danni couldn't make it:(
Bought Farah a small cake, chocolates.
Walked over to Pong's place and we ordered Pizza.
Ate the pizza while watching the show The breakup.
Quite a boring show, the whole time the two of them were quarreling.
And in the end, theywere seperate ways-.- Waste of time.
Went off around 6 plus, because Farah has got Karate.
Walked to Town from Pongie's place to meet baby:D
It's only like 2 bus stop away from Newton to Fareast Plaza.
Lucky the weather was good, and i had google map to guide me.
Ate with Baby and his friend.
So happy to see baby, miss him extremely alot yesterday!
Love chuxzxz many baby YUNUS<33333
After dinner i went home, while baby go lan with his friends.

Baybe, there are time we will fall, and time we soar.
We can fall now, but will must soar towards the end of year.
Don't give up. I will pay attention in class, and lend my ear to you when you need it.
Don't be stress ok, my clever boy.
You still got me, i won't let you fall too deep.

Anyway, i have been wanting to say this since a few days back.
I seriously can't stand people who don't know their limit.
Everyone has their patient limit, and their dignity all right?
He/she might grow in a way that is not up to your liking.
But it's his/her face, fucking not yours. It's his/her behaviour not yours.
You don't have to mock at people and fun of him in front of so many people.
It's not as if you are good looking too-.-
You are so effing fat, and is there anyone who make fun of you this way? No right?
Gosh! Go lose some fats before you critise others.
You are effing fat, no manners, unglam, ungracious and seat with your fat tighs wide open!
Get that into your screw loose brain.

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BIRTHDAY GIRL!!!!!:DDDD

















Love this dress:D

Last but not least,
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY FARAH BABE!!
Me hearts you many many:D:D
Stay horny, but not too horny! LOL! HUGS!!