Two souls but a single thought

Weekend is coming an end again:(
And i will be looking forward to the next one from Monday onwards.
Think i have slacken a bit this week.
I did only one essay:( Never i shall pay back this coming week.

Other than, Me and Pongie signed up for CIP.
Decided to do CIP to save my SGC rather than to go for CCA.
Firstly, i think CCA is a waste of my time.
Secondly, my interest in training is not there. Sorry if anyone feel offended.
I totally have no drive to go. Each time i bring my shoebag to school, i back out the very last minute. *SIGH*
Thirdly, I feel I can do alot of work in the school library while baby is training.
So, i skipped training continuous 3 weeks, ever since school start.
And i suppose, even if now i am kicked out of bball, there's nothing much for me to lose.
There's nothing, other than participaion to begin with, so there's nothing to lose out too.
Well, perhaps I will find the drive again.

Went for my hair treatment after school.
My hair keep tangling when i tie it up.
So i was worried it might be too dry.
I fell asleep while doing the treatment.
But woke up after awhile because i was sweating. The steamer was quite warm.
There photo.

Anyway, yesterday went to celebrate Farah's Birthday at Pongie's place.
Only a few of us were there:( Me, Farah, Adilia, Pongie, Sexy Chest and Ainie.
Jennifer, Limei, May and Danni couldn't make it:(
Bought Farah a small cake, chocolates.
Walked over to Pong's place and we ordered Pizza.
Ate the pizza while watching the show The breakup.
Quite a boring show, the whole time the two of them were quarreling.
And in the end, theywere seperate ways-.- Waste of time.
Went off around 6 plus, because Farah has got Karate.
Walked to Town from Pongie's place to meet baby:D
It's only like 2 bus stop away from Newton to Fareast Plaza.
Lucky the weather was good, and i had google map to guide me.
Ate with Baby and his friend.
So happy to see baby, miss him extremely alot yesterday!
Love chuxzxz many baby YUNUS<33333
After dinner i went home, while baby go lan with his friends.

Baybe, there are time we will fall, and time we soar.
We can fall now, but will must soar towards the end of year.
Don't give up. I will pay attention in class, and lend my ear to you when you need it.
Don't be stress ok, my clever boy.
You still got me, i won't let you fall too deep.

Anyway, i have been wanting to say this since a few days back.
I seriously can't stand people who don't know their limit.
Everyone has their patient limit, and their dignity all right?
He/she might grow in a way that is not up to your liking.
But it's his/her face, fucking not yours. It's his/her behaviour not yours.
You don't have to mock at people and fun of him in front of so many people.
It's not as if you are good looking too-.-
You are so effing fat, and is there anyone who make fun of you this way? No right?
Gosh! Go lose some fats before you critise others.
You are effing fat, no manners, unglam, ungracious and seat with your fat tighs wide open!
Get that into your screw loose brain.

PHOTOS!






UNGLAM BIG TIME LA ADILIA!!!!







BIRTHDAY GIRL!!!!!:DDDD

















Love this dress:D

Last but not least,
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY FARAH BABE!!
Me hearts you many many:D:D
Stay horny, but not too horny! LOL! HUGS!!


 

It's another new week. And it's Tuesday night already:D
Time flies these 2 days.

Went out with Baby to Mustafa on Saturday! Haha.
I know i know... what a place.
We didn't know where to go and initially we wanted to head to town for him to collect his pay check and me to do some shopping.
So i pulled him to Mustafa because I didn't go there before, and i hear people saying they sell everything there.
Which was pretty true:D The quantity of shoes, ranging from the brands to the use of it. ALOT ALOT!
They have a level for sports apparel, groceries/food/drinks, electrical appliances ETC and perhaps the only things they dont have is furnitures.
We spent hours walking and went to Vivo City after that.
Ate and went to Daiso to get a bag folder and chose a pouch for bay:D
It's for his shower foam and soap to be put inside when he has training.
Went home after sitting at the roof garden.

As for Sunday, We went out to study and i did another essay.
Awesome:D:D My 3rd essay. Miss Ho returned my previous 2 and i made improvements.
That chapter on market failure is definitey harder to grasp.
After that, we took a bus to Changi Point for dinner.
Wanted to take 89 loop home because i wanted to see what's at the other side of the beach.
But the bus turned in to this SIA place i think?
And we had to get down and continued our ride at the opposite bus stop because we didn't have a pass which the workers there had.
ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That's about all for my weekend.
And i can't wait for the next one to come.
The only thing i look forward in, is able to wake up late:D:D

Today, Bridget introduces me this application in iPhone.
I went to download it, took a photo of Yunzyunz and myself, uploaded it and it shows us how our baby may look like.
Freaking cool.
We even get to choose our baby's ethnic, eye colours, hair colours:D
Ok, now look at the photos.

This was our Black baby!
HAHHAHAHHAHAHH! With the feature of baby and myself.
Cool huh!? But we know, we can never give birth to a black baby because we are Asians.

Now this is more realistic.
She/He closed his/her eyes while we snap a photo of her.
Baby says she/he has eyebag..HAHA!
I like the lips the most!!

Cute huh?

Ok anyway, i shall end this post now.
But before that, i hope my Baybe get well soon.
Hope his knees, wrist and ankle will hurt no more.
Show you his fierce fierce looking hand.
Or so he claimed!

The bandage looks like the one the use to wrap fruits in the supermarket. HOHO!

And we got our iPhone cover:D

TIll then.


 


See the IPod shuffe above??
I am selling my 4GB Ipod Shuffle 3rd generation at the price of SGD 100.
It's exactly the same colour as the one shown in the above picture.
And the condition is 9.5/10.
USB cable, ear piece and instruction booklet available together with it.
Interested buyers feel free to mail be at starbluetwinkle@hotmail.com for enquiries:D

Looking for a white mesh dress.
Please contact me if you know of any blogshop or anywhere that is selling it:D


 

I just woke up and thought i should blog abit so that my blog will not be dusty.
And my readers will be more willing to click my nuffnang. HOHO!
Speaking of nuffnang, LOOK!!!!!
NUFFNANG IS HERE!! LALALA!


Thanks for clicking readers:D:D
Do continue clicking and checking out those interesting advertisements.
I need only a few more dollars to cashout again.

Yesterday went towning with baby.
Bought him a bermudas while he got himself the other one.
Walked around and wanted to get a long sleeve lace dress, but didn't find one that i will like:(
Bought a long sleeve, sexy back dess:D:D Bay said i look nice in it. And bought a white colour dress:D
Finally bought my lash glue and have my eyelashes too. Not forgetting my IPhone screen protector.
Gosh! Have been putting the plastic sheet for new phone. Damn irritating, when corners keep flapping.
Ate and then went home.

Pictures.




 

Shall do a short post before i chat with baby a bit and off to bed!
I am so freaking tired now, and i NEED MY SLEEP!
Otherwise i will be super cranky and moody.

School started this week.
Can't believe, I am already year 3.
Time seem to pass by so fast, that it gets so had to breathe sometimes.
I have been giving and forcing myself some time to do revision.
I did an essay yesterday and submitted to Miss Ho for marking:D
Start early is always good!
And of course not forgetting to telling myself i must  doze off in class.ZZZ
I am handling it pretty well for now.
Except for today. I doze off awhile in GP and MOB. But my mind didn't rest, instead it told me i must wake up.
Don't know why i am always feeling so lethargic. Everywhere, anytime i am also able to sleep.

Anyway i am having fun in school with the usuals:D:D
And also together with Limei, Kerrie, Brenda.
I keep bullying Brenda. Sometimes with Adilia too!
And Brenda is like so nice enough to let us bully and join in our fun also.
Adilia even bought loads of headbands for me from Germany, and Pongie bought us sweets from Japan!!!
And i gave them chocolates and masks:D
Nowadays our lessons are like so convenient.
We stay in one classroom without moving at all. Somemore the classroom has aircon.
Although it gets stuffy sometime.

The school arranged some special mother tongue programme for us every Thursday.
The chinese students were all sent to learn malay. And the Indians and malays to Chinese.
It was quite boring i guess.
And half the time i was laughing with Kerrie and Brenda. LOL!
Played a game, and the whole class cheated. In the end, the teacher wasn't so stupid enough to believe we didn't cheat.
Oh whatever, but i swear towards the end of the class was dumb.
We had to sing this stupid london bridge song in malay telling others your name.
phew... lucky wasn't sabo to sing it in front of whole class.

After school i went to Vivo with baby:D
Ate a bit an walked around.
Went to Daiso to get stuff and then went home.
The view of the new IR at Sentosa seem so exciting.
I can see the roller coaster track up!
COOL!!!! So gonna save some money to go there.
Because i heard admission fee is not cheap-.- Well expected!?

Anyway, i finally got my new phone:D:D
IPHONE!!!:D:D Going to pay dad the money for it.
Did promise that i am gonna get this phone with my own money.
My Moolah are all coming in soon:D:D
Now i have the same phone as baby!!! WHEEEE.
Oh, by the way people, it's better to keep your belongings close to you.
You never know who might be lurking around and waiting for the chance to strike and seize your valuables.
Especially if you are studying in MI.
Despicable and low down acts seems to be the always popular scene in school.

Off I go now:D:D


 

I have no photos, didn't bother much about taking yesterday.
I have to get new eyelashes, and a good glue please.
And i want to go with baby for shopping.

Anyway, i woke up freaking early yesterday.
Had very little sleep the previous night.
Was damn restless when Bridget was going through Cost and production.
Law of diminishing marginal returns! Too much of positive becomes negative.
Haha! Yes! Me and Jordon finished the topic on market failure:D
Fast right? Now we are 1 topic ahead of everyone when school reopen.
Baby finished all the year3 topics if i am not wrong.OUCH!
Hopefully by common test, my accoutings and economics can go from B to an A.
Need help from Bridget, and must do her proud by getting A just like her.
Not forgetting MOB to a B.
Took a bus home after tuition, and the freaking bus broke down 2stops before mine.
So i reluctantly get down the bus and walked to Dhoby Ghaut.

Went home, change and wash up.
Met baby and trained to town.
Bought tickets at Cineleisure and caught this:

SO FREAKINGGGGGGGGGG ADORABLE!
This movie is better than the first one:D:D
More funny too.
The Chipettes were so cute too:D:D

Eleanor and Theodore is so round fat and cute:D Love them:D

Anyway, after that went to look for baby's iphone screen protector.
We walked to Fareast to get it in the end.
Took a bus home after that.
And that was how my day went. Boring?
But well,  better than studying.


 

I am feeling so sleepy now, although i had more than 8hours of sleep. *sigh*
Think i won't be typing much, because i am yawning at every moment as i type this.
Anyway, i have been blogging so often ever since i came back from Korea:D:D
I know, soon i will not be able to blog often again.
And of course photos will not be coming in for sometimes:[

Went out with baby and his friends, Zuhayr and Isham.
Met baby out first, and accompanied him to have his lunch.
We took a train to town. TOWN AGAIN-.-
I think i have been in town for at least 8-9 times ever since I am back from Korea.
And yes, although many new shopping centres are up, the things they sell in town is repetitive.
We waited for his friends to come and  while waiting we were talking about those xiao ahlians and xiao minas.
Went walking around, and then after we went lan to play L4D2.
This time my head didn't hurt as badly, but i still sucks in the game. Ok whatever-.-
We walked from park mall to FEP after that. Gosh! So far please.
And then Zuhayr brought us to a short cut which eventually turn out to be a wrong way.
Ate at FEP and went home with baby.

Life will suck really soon.
I can't believe my holiday is ending in 8days time:[
And i am having a hard time persuading dad to sign the iphone plan for me, thanks to my mum_/_
All right whatever, i am tired now, and i shall go and nap abit before going out to finish my holiday homework.
Can you believe it, 1case study and 1essay we split it to 4days to do it-.-

Pictures:D








He was trying to take a picture of how the top elevation of his hair look like.






 

Summing up my 2009 now!
As usual, i always do a year end reminiscing of what i had done the whole year.

This is one year, that i really change alot.
I no longer hang out doing nothing to waste my life away unnecessary.
I finally know what's my greatest priority in life now.
And no way i want to regain my old life such as being rebellious, create unnecessary trouble.
I found a dream an amibition i want to work towards to with my own effort.
I no longer want others to look down on me, because i am not stupid.
After all, i have always had good results when i was young till i mix with the wrong companies.
There are always good and bad people, and it's up to you to see who are the bad who are the good.
I have a good future, a good environmet for me to study in, so why waste my life away.
And what will happen to me in future if i were to waste it?
Get a lousy low paid job? A job that you can hardly let ends meet?
I rather live a few year of lifeless live, then to let my whole life go into darkness.
So i urge all my readers to be more practical in their thinkings and decisions.
A major mistake made, may simply become a lifetime regret.

I had a great year, with the company of some great friends.
Friends come and go, as for this year i lose 1 friend.
A friend who used to play a major part in my life.
But somehow she means nothing to me now,
Because she has been an ultimate disappointment to me, and also perhaps to others.
I shall not rant about what happened, because i did it in 1 of my entry many months back.

Not according to any order:D

I made some great friends too, like Christina, Adilia, Farah and Ainie.
They never fails to cheer me up when i am upset.
I had fun during lessons with them too. Class discussions, boring lessons ETC.
I  am in the same class with them again next year:D
I was so happy when Adilia text me to tell me.

-.-Gosh! Look at my cui hair at the beginning of this year-.- Major turnoff.
Farah still have long hair!!

I have a very good friend too,4 years since i knew her.
And she's none other than my daughter, Jacintha Tan:D:D
She stood by me, reply my sms when i am upset.
Tried to help me in all kinds of way whenever i need help.
And i really hope 2010 will be a much more awesome year for her.
Although i didn't meet her much towards the last few months of the year due to my tight schdule.
no on can replace how great she is to me.

Daughter and me at the beginning of this year-.-
Tanktops! Now we seldom even put on a simple tanktop to town already.



And to the latest one we took together:

I am a lucky girl.
I have an almost perfect (Nobody is perfect) awsome boyfriend with me throughout the whole of this year.
Spam hearts, hugs and kisses to YUNUS CHIA!<3333
Someone i can always talk to without having to feel embarrass or awkward.
I can talk to him about things i used to keep to myself.
Unless some of you don't know, i have a habit of keeping things to myself.
I guess Jacintha should know it.
Starting of the year was hard, because we didn't make it to the same class after the reshuffling of classes:(
But we eventually got use to it.
And life couldn't be better, i receive so much help from him.
Coaching me in my school work, because i tend to sleep in class and missed out important points.
Can't sleep in the night, can't stay awake in the day-.-
Even if i manage to sleep in the night, i will still be lethargic the next day.
My close friends will all know that. Perhaps Esther, Easwary they all will know better.
Perhaps lack of some nutrients in my body. HAHA!
I guess i didn't disappoint him much this year because i manage to get 18th in the cohort and was eligible for merit bursary but can't, because of dad's salary.
I am seriously thankful to his help.
Other than that, my baby always try to spend time with me.
He spend his free time with me, wake up earlier to go school with me from Kovan.
Although he can actually wake up later for his dad to send him to AMK.
There are many sacrifices he made that others will never do for me.
How much more can i expect? Other than him pouring his love for me continously.
I love you baby:D



Not forgetting the awesom-est friends among the awesome ones.
Haha! I bet Esther they all will think i have forgotten them.
But look i didn't.
It shows how much they mean to me in my heart.
Esther Ngoh ah! My nursery childhood friend till now:D:D
Easwary korkor, still in same school but withdrawing soon:(
CXY! Big blue whale!!
And Charlotte! I never forget the thing that you spill clam chowder on me hor!
Wanling!! She's the most mature one among all of them. Esther is still the noobiest!!!WAHAAHAH!
I love you guys la! I seldom say i love you to my friends. And be glad and appreciate ok?
I didn't contact you guys much this year, because we are always preoccupied with our schedule.
But i am so glad that we actually met up during this holiday which me CXY and easwary had.
Thanks for making me laugh till my ass out, stomach aches when i am with you guys.
I really have fun, and miss those secondary school days, when we can just sit in class and laugh at each other jokes for hours-.-
I have no idea why, but it seems that you guys are the best joker in my life and the one that can really make me laugh and laugh and laugh.....
Please let this friendship continue, awesome ones:D
Gosh! I actually feel like crying when i type this for you all-.-

New year resolution:
1) Study hard and do well for my Alevel.
2) Get triple As for my H1 exam or double A 1B. Double A for baby:D
3) Understand my baby even better.
4) Allocate and mange my time between baby, studies and friends properly.

Going off now, GOODBYE 2009!
WELCOME 2010:D
Thanks for making my new life a memorable one.


 

Went for my dental appointment on Monday with Jacintha.
Got my retainer and now i will only have to go there once every 6months.
I don't like the retainer.
It make me speak awkwardly and furthermore it hurts my lower teeth.
Fuck retainer!
After which, we took a bus to townand went to FEP for our lunch.
Ate Seafood Tomyum:D And some dumplings.
Freaking full after that.
We walked around and then went for Slice.
Wendy was working there, so she treated us to 1slice each:D AWESOME!
We wanted to go find some assclown after Wendy finish work, but the assclown was lucky enough that she's not working.
Me and Jacintha went off to 313 first.
Checked out the 4storey Forever21.
They sell so many different kinds boots there. Pretty boots:D
After that we met up with Wendy and Stephy.
Walked around again and then off to Heeren to get some clips and rubberbands.
Home with Jacintha after that:D
Some pictures.


















Went to Funan to collect my pay today.
After which take a super long bus journey to Changi Village.
Brought mat and chocolate, so baby and me sat on the mat together for very long.
Was thinking of preparing food next time and we can eat together:D
After hours, we went off to the hawker centre to eat.
Ate satays again.Awesome.
Anyway Happy 19th monthsary to you sweetie pie.
Hope to be your baby forever.


 

Baby picked me up after his gym to bring me to town.
We took a bus and drop off at FEP.
Walked around and ate.
Walked around town, and went to the top level of OC.
The escalators were really scary.
It was located at the side and when you looks down from the side of the escalators, you will see the roads.
The top level was nice, but the view kind of sucks!
There was no nice view at all.
Went to walk around at OC after that and took a train home.